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tj-crochets · 2 months ago

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My birthday is coming up, and every year for my birthday* I try to make a thing just because I want to but this year I am not sure what I want to make. Like, zero ideas. Well, I mean I always have ideas, but none that appeal more than others? I'm not sure if I should ask for suggestions or just make a series of polls leading up to my birthday to narrow it down, what do you think? *within a few weeks of my birthday, I am bad at time

#the person behind the yarn #got sidetracked and vented about stress in the tags feel free to skip none of it is relevant to this post #lotta stressors this time of year #and this year has more than usual with multiple significant anniversaries #plus work stress and getting an MRI this week #I'm hoping after the MRI is done my stress level goes down #but there's another hurricane forming and I am a bit concerned about that #it's not supposed to come north but neither was the other one #and even if it doesn't come north it's going to hit where my grandma lives #idk. my older brother has a birthday not too long after mine #and wants to do a joint birthday thing somewhere #but I have no idea what to do. it would have to be outside because he 'doesn't believe in covid' and while I could probably get him to mask #his kids wouldn't (they are too little) and I am stressed about that #I am honestly not a fan of my birthday. I got sick with the thing that disabled me right before I turned 18 #and my family always wants to get together for my birthday but historically are not good at respecting my boundaries #around my birthday and I have walked out of more than one of my own birthday parties #anyway! lotta stress!#going to keep making baby blankets and try not to think about it until at least after the MRI

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